things have been very very tense lately between me and F. i have to admit here that the boyfriend has been very helpful these past few days. Ive been finding fault in all of my friends/family members and especially so the boyfriend. I can't seems to focus and concentrate. I even taught my student, Sabiq, the wrong stuff about rats and mongooses.

To the boyfriend.. thanks for helping me overcome this ordeal.. you are simply the best and forever will be. THanks for entertaining my dramatic thoughts. I almost felt that if i were to have a boyfriend who behaves like me, i would have left him after day 3. I think you're the only person in the world, well other than my sister, mum and grandmother, who can handle me. Thank you for staying by my side at times like this.

let me share with you some of my dramatic thoughts hahaha (to think back, what the hell was i thinking sey!!!!)

me : i nak masok tu immigration jugak and find f.. you stay here.. watch the drama
potpat: u pegila, u nak make a scene nanti u kena halau
me : they wont halau me.. you tgk semer police tu lelaki... i can use my charm and flirt abit mesti dorang layan punye
potpat: kepala hotak you, ape u nak buat?? offer kasi pegang tetek??
me : ape u ingat i prostitute??

hahahaha