Do note that this entry has nothing to do about breaking up, family affairs or anything to do with the popular topic of discussion -“boyfriend”. Perhaps another day ok… so anyways

I am not complaining about my life. Just that I’ve been thinking a lot about you lately. Yes you. Last week, I dreamt of you. And since then, I wonder about you every day of my life. It’s like a whole new obsession. I suddenly have the urge to find out more stuff about you.

This open curiosity is unusual. And to be honest, sometimes I wished that you were here or rather always by my side, supporting me emotionally, watching me taking every single steps to become who I am today. You left me with many unanswered questions. Why?? I know that you’re not to blame for all this mishap. But I really hope that you could fill in the blanks to whatever questions that were left unanswered. It was not easy for me as there was no trace or whatsoever. I even have to go to the extent of lying to “Lisa” in order to gather more information about your whereabouts.

How I wished you were reading this entry. Let me put it this way. I choose to believe that you ARE reading or have been reading this pathetic blog all this while.
And you know what, I’m coming over this weekend!!! YES YEAY IT’S HAPPENING I KNOW AND I CAN’T WAIT. It’s ok if you choose to be oblivious coz really it’s not your fault.

Let me repeat this again, I hold no resentment towards what you did. In fact, I admire and am grateful to you for making the decision to give me a better life. I am very sure it took a great deal of strength and courage on your part. Once again, I am grateful to you. And no matter how bad the situation is, I will always love you.